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Fast Forward
I want to play my life fast forward.
Yes, skip today and the ones in between, to that day when I cannot feel pain anymore.
Everyday, if I can just describe it as a physical pain, has been excruciating and I feel like I am dying in this overwhelming sea of emotions. Sadness, loneliness, anger, fear of losing control, hostility, depression, and maybe a little bit of happiness. I feel all of these at one time. Every stride I make is like stepping on broken glass or burning coal. I feel it hurt deep and I cannot breathe. I cry myself to sleep. I wake up and I live in sorrow again and again.
I want to play my life fast forward.
I might be happy. Fast forward. I will be free. Fast forward.
If I skip today to fast forward, would it be worth it?
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